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  • Listening to: Raise Againist
  • Reading: nadda
  • Watching: nadda
  • Playing: nadda
  • Eating: nadda
  • Drinking: wish i had some vodka....still wishing I had some
OMG I can't believe how long it's been since I've been here. Good news is I do
have a new job!!! Some days I love it so much, other days, like today, I just wish it was time to go home. I don't really have anything to update.
Just working, working working & working some more.
I haven't done anything really artist in the longest time.
Only thing artist I've done is get some ink done. I love my tattoos!!!
Any who I'm on facebeook & myspace
much love to my dA family








MONDAY is not a good day......
To read entry follow the link starry-eyez.deviantart.com/jou…



:bulletred:The Photographers Rights as by Krages www.krages.com/phoright.htm
:bulletred:American Museum of Photography  www.photographymuseum.com

:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Sides
~The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
~The Dark Side ~ :iconwicked-cinn-art:

:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
:iconkatatonia-fans:,:iconrazorbladeromances:,:iconyour-sweet-sixsixsix:,:iconanathema-fans:,:iconphotomanipulation:,:iconall-thepretty-boys:, :iconlove-him:, :iconeyes-of-ville-valo:,:icon69-eyes:,:iconfragile-dreams:, :iconemotional-writings:, :iconifeellikeawirgin:,:iconthe-angel-in-hell: :iconinvisible-inc:,:iconfrom-lashes-to-ashes:,:icondarthy-fans:,:icondreamtheater-fans:,:iconsonata-arctica-fans:,:icondressed-to-depress:,:iconphotomanip:,:iconphoto-class:,:iconhair-obsessed:,:iconcob-community:,:iconxxlovesaidnoxx:,:icon5on4t44rctic4:,:iconeuropean-soul:,:iconliberatedlocks-club:,:iconsuicide-stockmanips:,:iconphotoshoptutors:,:icontwistednerveasylum:patient no. 087:evillaugh: ,:iconevanescence-lovers:,:iconbutterflysandglitter:,:icondeviantdolls::iconthe-beauty-decays::icontaintedart::iconangelwatchers:  

:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA  
cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…
  • Listening to: Type O Negative
  • Reading: M.C. Beaton ~ Death of a Dreamer
  • Watching: nadda
  • Playing: nadda
  • Eating: nadda
  • Drinking: wish i had some vodka
To read this entry go here starry-eyez.deviantart.com/jou…



:bulletred:The Photographers Rights as by Krages www.krages.com/phoright.htm
:bulletred:American Museum of Photography  www.photographymuseum.com

:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Sides
~The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
~The Dark Side ~ :iconwicked-cinn-art:

:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
:iconkatatonia-fans:,:iconrazorbladeromances:,:iconyour-sweet-sixsixsix:,:iconanathema-fans:,:iconphotomanipulation:,:iconall-thepretty-boys:, :iconlove-him:, :iconeyes-of-ville-valo:,:icon69-eyes:,:iconfragile-dreams:, :iconemotional-writings:, :iconifeellikeawirgin:,:iconthe-angel-in-hell: :iconinvisible-inc:,:iconfrom-lashes-to-ashes:,:icondarthy-fans:,:icondreamtheater-fans:,:iconsonata-arctica-fans:,:icondressed-to-depress:,:iconphotomanip:,:iconphoto-class:,:iconhair-obsessed:,:iconcob-community:,:iconxxlovesaidnoxx:,:icon5on4t44rctic4:,:iconeuropean-soul:,:iconliberatedlocks-club:,:iconsuicide-stockmanips:,:iconphotoshoptutors:,:icontwistednerveasylum:patient no. 087:evillaugh: ,:iconevanescence-lovers:,:iconbutterflysandglitter:,:icondeviantdolls::iconthe-beauty-decays::icontaintedart::iconangelwatchers:  

:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA  
cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…
  • Listening to: Type O Negative
  • Reading: M.C. Beaton ~ Death of a Dreamer
  • Watching: nadda
  • Playing: nadda
  • Eating: nadda
  • Drinking: wish i had some vodka
I've notices something, everything seems a lil bit better when I get some ink done. It's like therapy through ink, wellness through pain, happiness from my skin getting color. I've had other "therapy's" but none have seemed to work out quite as well as getting some new ink. That's probably a bad thing, I think I'm a little insane or getting there. I feel like giving up on all my hopes and dreams. Well I can't really say I have any left, they just kinda left me behind. I feel so I don't know, hollow, empty, almost like I'm wasting the air I breath. The more I think about where I want my life to be, the more lost I feel. Because I have no idea where I want it to be. I used to think if I could just find some happiness everything would work it's self out. Well I can't seem to find any. Don't get me wrong I find happiness with my kids, but it's not enough any more. I just want thoroughly down to my very core happiness. And I don't' know how to achieve it. I don't know where to start, I don't know where to look. I've tried to make a list of what I want to accomplish before I go, and the #1 thing is always happiness. I know I can't find happiness with a guy, cuz lets face it I can't pick out a decent one to save my life, so strike, there out. I can't find happiness through my photography, some thing always gets screwed up or in the way of that, so I might as well just hang up my camera. I can't find happiness through my writing, cuz it's all dark and depressing, stuff no one would ever want to read. I can't find happiness through friends, cuz well lately people annoy me too much. So it takes me to the only bliss I can seem to find any more.....and that's through ink. I was suppose to get some more today but of course that got screwed the hell up. Oh well there's always my appointment in November. I have no choice but to hang on that long.
any way I hope no one took the time to read this cuz well it's fawking depressing as hell.
I hope all is well in your corners of the world
laters
~JoAnn



:bulletred:The Photographers Rights as by Krages www.krages.com/phoright.htm
:bulletred:American Museum of Photography  www.photographymuseum.com

:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Sides
~The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
~The Dark Side ~ :iconwicked-cinn-art:

:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
:iconkatatonia-fans:,:iconrazorbladeromances:,:iconyour-sweet-sixsixsix:,:iconanathema-fans:,:iconphotomanipulation:,:iconall-thepretty-boys:, :iconlove-him:, :iconeyes-of-ville-valo:,:icon69-eyes:,:iconfragile-dreams:, :iconemotional-writings:, :iconifeellikeawirgin:,:iconthe-angel-in-hell: :iconinvisible-inc:,:iconfrom-lashes-to-ashes:,:icondarthy-fans:,:icondreamtheater-fans:,:iconsonata-arctica-fans:,:icondressed-to-depress:,:iconphotomanip:,:iconphoto-class:,:iconhair-obsessed:,:iconcob-community:,:iconxxlovesaidnoxx:,:icon5on4t44rctic4:,:iconeuropean-soul:,:iconliberatedlocks-club:,:iconsuicide-stockmanips:,:iconphotoshoptutors:,:icontwistednerveasylum:patient no. 087:evillaugh: ,:iconevanescence-lovers:,:iconbutterflysandglitter:,:icondeviantdolls::iconthe-beauty-decays::icontaintedart::iconangelwatchers:  

:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA  
cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…
  • Listening to: Blue October - Hate Me
  • Reading: Hide - Lisa Gardner
  • Watching: VH1 celebrealtiy
  • Playing: nodda
  • Eating: nodda
  • Drinking: wish i had some vodka
Blue October ~ Hate Me
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you




:bulletred:The Photographers Rights as by Krages www.krages.com/phoright.htm
:bulletred:American Museum of Photography  www.photographymuseum.com

:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side
~The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
~The Dark Side ~ :iconwicked-cinn-art:

:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
:iconkatatonia-fans:,:iconrazorbladeromances:,:iconyour-sweet-sixsixsix:,:iconanathema-fans:,:iconphotomanipulation:,:iconall-thepretty-boys:, :iconlove-him:, :iconeyes-of-ville-valo:,:icon69-eyes:,:iconfragile-dreams:, :iconemotional-writings:, :iconifeellikeawirgin:,:iconthe-angel-in-hell: :iconinvisible-inc:,:iconfrom-lashes-to-ashes:,:icondarthy-fans:,:icondreamtheater-fans:,:iconsonata-arctica-fans:,:icondressed-to-depress:,:iconphotomanip:,:iconphoto-class:,:iconhair-obsessed:,:iconcob-community:,:iconxxlovesaidnoxx:,:icon5on4t44rctic4:,:iconeuropean-soul:,:iconliberatedlocks-club:,:iconsuicide-stockmanips:,:iconphotoshoptutors:,:icontwistednerveasylum:patient no. 087:evillaugh: ,:iconevanescence-lovers:,:iconbutterflysandglitter:,:icondeviantdolls::iconthe-beauty-decays::icontaintedart::iconangelwatchers:  

:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA  
cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…
  • Listening to: Fragile Dreams - Anathema
  • Reading: Hide - Lisa Gardner
  • Watching: nodda
  • Playing: nodda
  • Eating: nodda
  • Drinking: wish i had some vodka
OK so I'm going through some weird shit for the past little while. I'll admit it, it's like my past is coming back to make me realize things I didn't realize when the shit happened. I haven't slept good in so long and I've been sick for almost a week. But I think I'm finally starting to realize some things. Saying goodbye for good to ghosts of the past, they taught me the lessons I needed to learn. And hopefully I really learned what I needed to learn this time.
I'm at a really weird point in my life, I feel kinda stalled out. I'm not sure which direction to go in next. My art has suffered cuz lets face it I haven't done anything with it for too long. My photography has suffered cuz that killer edge I needed to be the best, well I don't know where it's gone, I'm trying to find it. And my writing it's went away for far too long. I want to start writing again and maybe just maybe the rest will fall into place.
I hate to admit it but I've fallen into a depression again and this time instead of trying to get out of it I've just wallowed in it. It seems like everything took a downward spiral when I didn't get the Qwest job. I know it's stupid to pin all my hopes on one stupid job but it would of been so good for me and my kids. I can reapply in December but that seems so far away. And I know I won't really have time for job interviews in Dec because Wally World is just too damn busy and yes unfortunately thats where I work. It's good because I got the job because I needed a job but it's bad because last time I worked there everything went to hell. It's like that cycle is repeating itself again!
I really miss my friends, I don't hear from hardly any one any more, that makes me so sad. Also makes me think that they were never really my friends if when the shit really hit the fan Again, they just up and vanish. Oh well never was one to keep to many people close.
This is getting really depressing so i'm going to stop writing. I hope this finds all of you
in good health and spirts.
much love to my friends
~JoAnn~
Aka
Starry-Eyez-Photos



Fragile Dreams- Anathema
Tonight your soul sleeps, but one day you will feel real pain,
maybe then you will see me as I am,
A fragile wreck on a storm of emotion"

Countless times I trusted you,
I let you back in,
Knowing... Yearning... you know
I should have run... but I stayed

Maybe I always knew,
My fragile dreams would be broken for you.

Today I introduced myself,
To my own feelings,
In silent agony, after all these years,
They spoke to me... after all these years

Maybe I always knew...




:bulletred:The Photographers Rights as by Krages</U> www.krages.com/phoright.htm
:bulletred:American Museum of Photography  www.photographymuseum.com

:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side
~The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
~The Dark Side ~ :iconwicked-cinn-art:

:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
:iconkatatonia-fans:,:iconrazorbladeromances:,:iconyour-sweet-sixsixsix:,:iconanathema-fans:,:iconphotomanipulation:,:iconall-thepretty-boys:, :iconlove-him:, :iconeyes-of-ville-valo:,:icon69-eyes:,:iconfragile-dreams:, :iconemotional-writings:, :iconifeellikeawirgin:,:iconthe-angel-in-hell: :iconinvisible-inc:,:iconfrom-lashes-to-ashes:,:icondarthy-fans:,:icondreamtheater-fans:,:iconsonata-arctica-fans:,:icondressed-to-depress:,:iconphotomanip:,:iconphoto-class:,:iconhair-obsessed:,:iconcob-community:,:iconxxlovesaidnoxx:,:icon5on4t44rctic4:,:iconeuropean-soul:,:iconliberatedlocks-club:,:iconsuicide-stockmanips:,:iconphotoshoptutors:,:icontwistednerveasylum:patient no. 087:evillaugh: ,:iconevanescence-lovers:,:iconbutterflysandglitter:,:icondeviantdolls::iconthe-beauty-decays::icontaintedart::iconangelwatchers:  

:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA  
cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…
  • Listening to: Jim Croce - Time in a Bottle
  • Reading: reading whats that......
  • Watching: nodda
  • Playing: nothing...
  • Eating: notta
  • Drinking: iced tea
Yeah it's been awhile since I updated here...and oh boy do i have a dosy of an update......
So I'm going about my life working, taking care of my kids, taking pix. Thinking everything is really going good. Then Blam, life decides it's time to smack me upside the head & say ha ha time to turn your life upside down. I just found out yesterday that my mom has be diagnosed with cancer. I literally feel like I've ran right into a brick wall doing about 100mph! I wish I could just turn my emotions off right now. I don't want to think about what the days ahead hold in store for my family, especially my mom. My mom is my everything, she's always been there, even when we've fought she still was there for me. Now I'm trying to be strong for my mom, but I just want to cry & cry & cry. I want to curl up in my bed, pull the covers way up over my head. Go to sleep wake up & have everything the way it was before 8pm wed when I found out. I was out  work, I called my mom, she told me she had bad news & to call her when I got home. Well most of you know me & I know you can't tell me something like that & have me leave it alone til later. I told my mom no tell me now, I have 15 mins I'm on break. So she told me & all I could do is silently sob. I just felt my whole body freeze over. I remember thinking this can't be happening, maybe to someone else but not my family. Than I slowly started to realize what she had said. That she has cancer! I was shaking, with tears coming down my cheeks, thinking omg I could lose my mom. What I am going to do without my mom. I realize your parents are suppose to die before you but I just remember thinking I'm only 36, I'm not suppose to have to go through this at 36. Especially since my life has just been getting back into order the last year & half. Things were starting to look up, I could start to see a bright future.  I went back to work attempted to try to deal with work, I was doing an OK job, until my boss asked me have you been crying. Needless to say I totally lost it, the waterworks turned on & to say it out loud, just made it seem that much more real, & scary!  My boss being the awesome boss he is, let me go home early. I came home, & cried, I don't even remember going to sleep. I don't think I got much sleep if any last night. Today I have just felt like a zombie. It's so hard to believe still, I want to cry every time the thought even comes into my head that my mom has cancer. I just feel so numb, guess it's still sinking in.  I really just don't know right now.....

Time in a Bottle - Jim Croce
If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that Id like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
Id save every day like a treasure and then,
Again, I would spend them with you

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
Ive looked around enough to know
That you're the one I want to go
Through time with

If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams  that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
Ive looked around enough to know
That you're the one I want to go
Through time with
  • Listening to: Pitbull Daycare
  • Reading: reading whats that......
  • Watching: paranormal state
  • Playing: nothing...cleaning
  • Eating: notta
  • Drinking: mt dew livewire
The Rasmus ~ Living in the World Without You

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

You told me, my darling
Without me, you're nothing
You taught me to look in your eyes
And fed me your sweet lies

Suddenly someone was there in the window
Looking outside at the sky that had never been blue
Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Living in a world without you

You put me together
Then trashed me for pleasure
You used me again and again
Abused me, confused me

Suddenly naked I run through your garden
Right through the gates of the past and I'm finally free
Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me

I will survive
Living in a world without you

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive

Living in a world without you

It's hard to believe that it came to this
You paralyzed my body with the poisoned kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
You thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive

Living in a world without you

Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light

Living in a world without you

Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive

Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you





:bulletred:The Photographers Rights as by Krages</U> www.krages.com/phoright.htm
:bulletred:American Museum of Photography  www.photographymuseum.com

:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side
~The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
~The Dark Side ~ :iconwicked-cinn-art:

:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
:iconkatatonia-fans:,:iconrazorbladeromances:,:iconyour-sweet-sixsixsix:,:iconanathema-fans:,:iconphotomanipulation:,:iconall-thepretty-boys:, :iconlove-him:, :iconeyes-of-ville-valo:,:icon69-eyes:,:iconfragile-dreams:, :iconemotional-writings:, :iconifeellikeawirgin:,:iconthe-angel-in-hell: :iconinvisible-inc:,:iconfrom-lashes-to-ashes:,:icondarthy-fans:,:icondreamtheater-fans:,:iconsonata-arctica-fans:,:icondressed-to-depress:,:iconphotomanip:,:iconphoto-class:,:iconhair-obsessed:,:iconcob-community:,:iconxxlovesaidnoxx:,:icon5on4t44rctic4:,:iconeuropean-soul:,:iconliberatedlocks-club:,:iconsuicide-stockmanips:,:iconphotoshoptutors:,:icontwistednerveasylum:patient no. 087:evillaugh: ,:iconevanescence-lovers:,:iconbutterflysandglitter:,:icondeviantdolls::iconthe-beauty-decays::icontaintedart::iconangelwatchers:  



:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA  
cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…
  • Listening to: Blue October - Hate Me
  • Reading: Lisa Gardner ~ Hide
  • Watching: VH1
  • Playing: nadda
  • Eating: Chocolate Cheesecake
  • Drinking: wishing i had some vodka
***Updated Yet Again:D 10/19/09***


I originally put this listing together for a friend to have easy access to my poetry since her computer is old and cranky...so yeah;) also a good way for me to really keep track of which poems i have posted on here & not have to go through my whole gallery if I run across an older one=)
the poems,prose, & visual poetry are listed from newest to oldest
have a good one;)



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:bulletred: = Poetry    :bulletpurple: = Prose   :bulletblue: = Visual Poetry

:bulletred:Goodbye To You - cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…

:bulletred: Scars - cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…

:bulletred: Watch You From a Far - cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…

:bulletred: I'm Haunted/rewrite - cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…

:bulletred: nothing - cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…

:bulletred: The Old House - cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…

:bulletred:Love At Last - www.deviantart.com/view/231421…

:bulletred:Three Little Words - www.deviantart.com/deviation/2…

:bulletred:You Love Me - www.deviantart.com/deviation/2…

:bulletpurple:A Letter About Love - www.deviantart.com/view/231407…

:bulletred:Pictures Scattered - www.deviantart.com/deviation/2…

:bulletred:Thoughts You Invoke - www.deviantart.com/view/224194…

:bulletred:Stars and Wishes - www.deviantart.com/deviation/2…

:bulletred:I HATE YOU - www.deviantart.com/view/214219…

:bulletred:It Must Be L_ _ _  - www.deviantart.com/view/210246…

:bulletred:Lost Along The Way - www.deviantart.com/deviation/2…

:bulletred:Do You - www.deviantart.com/deviation/2…

:bulletred:Waiting For You - www.deviantart.com/view/200848…

:bulletred:Nothing More - www.deviantart.com/deviation/2…

:bulletblue:Living In A Nightmare?? - www.deviantart.com/view/200040…

:bulletred:Dreams of You - www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…

:bulletred:untitled - www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…

:bulletred:Lust....Desire....Love.... - www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…

:bulletred:Somewhere I Belong - www.deviantart.com/view/178790…

:bulletpurple:In The Name Of "Love" - www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…

:bulletred:What My Heart Longs For - www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…

:bulletred:Your Pleasure From My Pain - www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…

:bulletred:I Am I - www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…

:bulletred:Broken Yesterday - www.deviantart.com/view/175255…

:bulletred:Forbidden Desire - www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…

:bulletred:Two People - www.deviantart.com/deviation/1…

:bulletred:Alone I Cry - www.deviantart.com/view/172087…

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  • Listening to: Velvet Acid Christ
  • Reading: reading whats that......
  • Watching: paranormal state
  • Playing: nothing...cleaning
  • Eating: cereal
  • Drinking: Cherry Coke


You are The Moon


Hope, expectation, Bright promises.


The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.


The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

  • Listening to: Type O Negative &amp; Anathema
  • Reading: reading whats that......
  • Watching: paranormal state
  • Playing: nothing...cleaning
  • Eating: cereal
  • Drinking: Cherry Coke
I got this in an email &this made me tear up....my brother is in the
Army and has served 3 tours of Iraq and is getting ready to deploy
again. I can only hope someone would/will be this kind to him....


         The Sack Lunches

  I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my
assigned  seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a
good book to  read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.
Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the a isle and
filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me.  I decided
to start a conversation.  'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier
seated nearest to  me. "Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for
special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan.

After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack
lunches were available for five dollars.  It would be several hours
before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help
pass the time.

As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he
planned to buy lunch.  'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a
sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks.  I'll wait till
we get to base '
His friend agreed.

I looked around at the other soldiers.  None were buying lunch.  I
walked to the back of the plane and handed the flight attendant
a fifty dollar bill.  'Take a lunch to all those soldiers.'  
She grabbed my arms and squeezed tightly.  Her eyes wet with tears,
she thanked me. 'My son was a soldier in  Iraq; it's almost like
you are doing it for him.'

Picking up ten sacks, she headed up the aisle to where the soldiers
were seated.  She stopped at my seat and asked, 'Which do you like
best - beef or  chicken?' 'Chicken,' I replied, wondering why she
asked.  She turned and went to the front of plane, returning a
minute later with a dinner plate from first class.  
'This is your thanks.'

After we finished eating, I went again to the back of the plane,
heading for the rest room.  A man stopped me.  'I saw what you did.  
I want to be part of it.  Here, take this.'  He handed me twenty-five
dollars.

Soon after I returned to my seat, I saw the Flight Captain coming
down the aisle, looking at the aisle numbers as he walked, I hoped
he was not looking for me, but noticed he was looking at the
numbers only on my side of the plane.  When he got to my row
he stopped, smiled, held out his hand, and said, 'I want to shake
your hand.' Quickly unfastening my seat belt I stood and took the
Captain's hand.  With a booming voice he said, 'I was a soldier and
I was a military pilot. Once,someone bought me a  lunch.  It was an
act of kindness I never forgot.'  I was embarrassed when applause
was heard from all of the passengers.

Later I walked to the front of the plane so I could stretch my legs.
A man who was seated about six  rows in front of me reached out his
hand, wanting to shake mine.  He left another twenty-five dollars in
my palm.

When we landed I gathered my belongings and started to deplane.
Waiting just inside the airplane door was a man who stopped me, put
something in my shirt pocket, turned, and walked away without saying
a word.  Another twenty-five dollars!


Upon entering the terminal, I saw the soldiers gathering for their
trip to the base. I walked over to them and handed them seventy-five
dollars. 'It will take  you some time to reach the base. It will be
about time for a sandwich.  God Bless You.'

Ten young men left that flight feeling the love and respect of their
fellow travelers.  As I walked briskly to my car, I whispered a prayer
for their safe return.  These soldiers were giving their all for our country.

I could only give them a couple of meals. It seemed so little...


A veteran is someone who, at one point in his life, wrote a blank
check made payable to ' Canada ' or ' United States of America'
for an amount of 'up to and including my life.'

That is Honor, and there are way too many people in this country who
no longer understand it.

May God give you the strength and courage to pass this along to
everyone on your email buddy list....

I JUST DID
  • Listening to: Type O Negative &amp; Anathema
  • Reading: reading whats that......
  • Watching: paranormal state
  • Playing: nothing...cleaning
  • Eating: left overs
  • Drinking: Blue Mt Dew
I feel like I've lost all the inspiration I've ever had. I can't
write, I can't take photos, I can't make any art. I feel so stuck
in a rut. I feel empty and hopeless, I feel lonely I feel like the
sunshine has forever left my life. It has been a year since I've
done anything creative. I used to lose myself in my art, poetry &
photography.
But now I sleep, go to work, come home, take care of my
kids, clean my house, do dishes & laundry....and that's it....that's
what my life has come to. I feel so freaking old and useless. I know
to my children I'll never been useless....at least where they are
concernedI'm still doing right by them.

The only "artistic" thing I've done lately is getting more work
done on my right arm...it's going to be sleeved up. And I can't even
really say I've done the work, because I paid someone to tattoo me.
So I sat while Fat Kid, of Retribution Tatu(Layton, UT) did his art
on me....so i was the canvas that's all. I told him what I wanted &
he's doing any amazing job. He fixed my tribal and he's adding a
bad ass dragon to it.
I need pix yes I know so ya'll can see it so
far.

But somehow the pleasure that comes from the pain of getting
tattooed has been enough. and thats total bullshit....one should
never settle for enough. you should push hard and farther..to be
the best...but no not me....at the moment...i seem to be happy
with just settling for being the object of pain....don't get me
wrong i really really really LOVE getting tattooed!

Fawk.....i long for inspiration....i long for a muse...i long to
create and feel alive once more..... instead of of this suspened
animation i feel like I'm in almost...except that's not the right
wording for it...a better way to put it....I feel like I'm just
existing.....breathing....just enough to go through the day to
day motions....while I've lost interest in almost everything.
If I'm totally honest with myself....well....that's a road best
not traveled down today.
I do apologize for all I've done in this journal is bitch and moan
like a fawkin baby....
have a great weekend guys...

~A Natural Disaster~ Anathema

It's been a long cold winter without you
I've been crying on the inside over you
Just slipped through my fingers as life turned away
It's been a long cold winter since that day

It's hard to find
Hard to find
Hard to find the strength now but I try
And I don't want to
Don't want to
Don't want to go on and speak now
Of what's gone by
Cos no matter what I say
No matter what I do
I cant change what happened
No matter what I say
No matter what I do
I cant change what happened

You just slipped through my fingers
And I feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
And I have paid

Cos no matter what I say
No matter what I do
I cant change what happened
No matter what I say
No matter what I do
I cant change what happened
No no I can't change

Just slipped through my fingers
And I feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
And I have paid.


~Kill You Tonight~ Type O Negative

Hatred obsessing me
Hatred possessing me
Anger burning me
Anger turning me
Into someone I don't know
Rage that's shaking me
Rage that's making me
Into someone I don't know

I'll kill you tonight
Yeah I'll kill you tonight
  • Listening to: MP3 player in the truck a mix of groups
  • Reading: not time to read...it sux
  • Watching: paranormal state
  • Playing: nothing...cleaning
  • Eating: left overs
  • Drinking: kool aid
1/21/09
My god has it really been that long since i last wrote
on here.....where oh where has the time gone???

any who just a quick little update. I'm looking
for a new job...hate my current one. I want a new
digital SLR, so bad i can taste it.
But than again a sucky job is better than no job at
all right? right...so i may stay put for a little
while longer...who knows.

I just got some more work done on my right fore
are sleeve....i fawking love getting tattooed!
it's my new obession. Before the end of the year
my right arm will probably be sleeved up...ain't it
great? lol

I'm trying so freaking hard to make time for art
and poetry and photography....i miss it all so much.
it's been so long that i probably don't remember how
to do any of the stuff any more.
i've decided i want a Mac, just because they rock at
artsey stuff. And my huney would leave it alone
and not steal it's parts....

I want to go out clubin it's been way too long since
i last went to a club. i want to just forget i have
responsiblities and act 21 again...lol
also i miss all of you guys so much!!!

i hope all is going well in you're lives.
for comments i haven't comment back on thanks and
thanks to any body that has favorited any of my work
or added me as a friend. I hope to be more active on
dA this year....hope to that is.....any who gotta
go grown up duties calling...
love ya'll tons and bunches
~Jo
  • Listening to: MP3 player in the truck a mix of groups
  • Reading: not time to read...it sux
  • Watching: paranormal state
  • Playing: nothing...cleaning
  • Eating: left overs
  • Drinking: kool aid
1/21/09
My god has it really been that long since i last wrote
on here.....where oh where has the time gone???

any who just a quick little update. I'm looking
for a new job...hate my current one. I want a new
digital SLR, so bad i can taste it.
I just got some more work done on my right fore
are sleeve....i fawking love getting tattooed!
it's my new obession. Before the end of the year
my right arm will probably be sleeved up...ain't it
great? lol
I'm trying so freaking hard to make time for art
and poetry and photography....i miss it all so much.
it's been so long that i probably don't remember how
to do any of the stuff any more.
i've decided i want a Mac, just because they rock at
artsey stuff. And my huney would leave it alone
and not steal it's parts....
I want to go out clubin it's been way too long since
i last went to a club. i want to just forget i have
responsiblities and act 21 again...lol
also i miss all of you guys so much!!!
i hope all is going well in you're lives.
for comments i haven't comment back on thanks and
thanks to any body that has favorited any of my work
or added me as a friend. I hope to be more active on
dA this year....hope to that is.....any who gotta
go grown up duties calling...
love ya'll tons and bunches
~Jo


March 28, 08 yet another update
i have my camera back!!!!!! life is good once again, i got a new keyboard
which is awesome, and i'm getting a computer just for me:D so yeah
things are going pretty darn good at the moment.
I can't wait to go take some pix with my camera and my new lens and
fliters...it'd rock big time...yes i'm a goof but i'm so excited you just don't
even know......
i also decided on my next tatto, which will be April 15 i hope, if not sooner.
yeah i'm so totally addicted to them. i'm going to get 2 dragons with their
tails wrapped around each other & their heads come up together
so it looks like a heart....it's going to be so freaking cool...& i want to
get a phoenix rising from the flames...to signify  my new outlook on my
life, getting back on my feet & moving on to bigger & better things.
i think i am going to get the dragons first or than the phoenix or maybe
just maybe get my kids hearts on my back fixed first not sure yet...i
just know i can't wait to get another one:D
any who have a great weekend...i'll be at work all freaking weekend.
may do i know how to have fun or what...
hugs and smooches
~JoAnn

MARCH 27, 08  UPDATE
Well i'm still working way too many hours at my job. but
it's finally starting to pay off. i finally got an amazing
paycheck. So i will have camera in hand very very soon!
i'm so excited i can't wait!!!!!
i'm hoping to get a different job here very soon. one
that i can stay at home and do plus make a whole of
lot more money for the same stuff i'm doing now. And
make comission on it too...how sweet is that???? pretty
damn sweet is if you ask me...lol...i'm such a goof i know...
but that'd be so sweet, and the best part is i could get back
to my photography and art!!!!!:D:D:D:D
i've missed you all so much, and more i've missed taking
pix and doing anything artistic.....guess i had to play grown
up for awhile serious grown up for awhile no fun for me
but that is about to change.
oh yeah i just got another tattoo...well last friday...it's so
awesome! it's on my right fore arm. a tribal band with a
red rose coming up the middle of of it. I absolutely love it!
i love my tattoo artist he's the best....Chef Dave at Frankie's
Tattoo Parlor, in Clearfield UT....if you're in the area but sure
to check them out....coolest little shop ever and awesome
guys work there...i recommend them to every one:D
i'll post a pic soon....
take care everyone...miss ya'll
love to each and ever one of you :hug::blowkiss:
~JoAnn





03/15/08
well i'm kinda here...mostly working too much lately. but i just got
paint shop pro XII so hopefully new things soon:D
i'm getting me some more ink on friday, i can't wait...i so love getting
tattooed.
hope all is well in ur neck of the world.
love ya'll
~Cinn


12/28/07
my new years resolution...i need to get back to my roots
and art. so hopefully i'll have something new in the coming
weeks. my job has taken over my life and theres been so many
major life changing events this last year. i can't believe i made
it through them. i look back and i'm just dumbfounded i have no
words. i did how ever find out that i am stronger than i ever thought
myself to be. so to commemorate the epiphany i went and got a new
tattoo. to remind me whenever i think i can't do something or i can't
go on....i'll just look down at my arm and theres my tattoo staring
me in the face encouraging me to on. it's as if through the pain
i found myself and the strength to over come anything that is thrown
my way.
any way enough of my rambling have a great new year
and may you always find happiness in everything you do
much love to ya'll :hug:
~JoAnn



Hey ya'll long time no activity from me i know...so sorry....lifes
been crazy  to put it mildly. Things are kinda slowing down.
Last weekend seen an awesome roller derby bout with The Salt City
Derby Girls www.saltcityderbygrils.com check em out they are some awesome
bitches:headbang:
And i got a new job this week so i'm going to be even more inactive. But it's a
good thing...i need the money extremely bad so i'm happy about it.
thats it for now...take care & behave

much love to all

~Jo

oh yeah thinking of changing my photog business name to J&J Productions
instead of Starry-Eyez-Photos....just a thought i'm tossing around in my head
any thoughts on the matter feel free to tell me...take care everyone.

EDIT
P.S. I have a new myspace page just for friends & family
so if you're on myspace & you to want add me www.myspace.com/jellybean1922
go right ahead & do it...have a great one






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:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side
~The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
~The Dark Side ~ :iconwicked-cinn-art:

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:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA  
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updating.......

Tue Jul 25, 2006, 1:36 AM


7/25/06
Just for fun take my quizz.....
I've written a quiz 'How well do you know JoAnn?' on Bebo. Click below to answer the questions and see how well you do: www.bebo.com/inviteq/146117888…




I feel as if i've lost all my inspiration....I feel as if I've become hollow.
I can't even focus enough to take pix the last few days...and I've always
loved to do that. But the passion seems to of left me....I keep listening
to the new Godsmack cd -- espeically "Hollow" I've never had a song
relate to me so.
I hate this feeling....I've lost interest in just about everything in my life....
it isnt a good thing...my lil boys b-day was yesterday...he turned 5. All I
can manage to do for him was order pizza & promise a trip to walmart to
buy presents over the weekend...in my mind thinking i'll send him with
grandma...cuz i don't feel much like being out in the sun or around
other people. I've even been thinking about selling my camera. At the
moment I can't stand to look at it. I'm forcing myself to take pix that I
already committed to. Sorry for this pitty fest....now back to your regular
lives have a good one
~Cinn

EDIT 6/22
My subscription is up today...i am kinda sadden...but than again i havent done
anything with this acct in so long it's not bothering me too much....thats
also whey there are 2 listings of clubs....they were on my footer so had to catch
that stuff while i could...have a great weekend.....
~Cinn
END EDIT


Godsmack - Hollow - IV

One more step and I could fall away
If it happen wouldn't matter
And I can't tell if I should go or stay
Same old picture feel so hollow
How can anybody know what's best for me?
Another paintjob turned in shape
And my decisions brought me to my knees
I needed someone to blame

I feel so hollow
I feel so hollow
Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change

Once upon a time in broken dreams
Reflection's that I can't face
So hold your breath and make a wish for me
Take me to a better place
Time always seems to be passing by
It never waits for me
If I could do it all one more time
I wouldn't change a thing

I feel so hollow (feel so hollow)
I feel so hollow (feel so hollow)
I feel so hollow (feel so hollow)
I feel so hollow (feel so hollow)
Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change
</b>

:bulletred:The Photographers Rights as by Krages</U> www.krages.com/phoright.htm
:bulletred:American Museum of Photography  www.photographymuseum.com

:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side
~The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
~The Dark Side ~ :iconwicked-cinn-art:

:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
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:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side ~ The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
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:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA
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  • Listening to: Godsmack - IV
  • Reading: ~~
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My Immortal

Tue May 9, 2006, 10:51 PM


I don't think you even realize how much you mean to me...how I would
lay my very life down for you....I'd give my last breath...just so you could
know true happiness....I've been there for you...through so much pain &
agony...I've wiped your tears, I've held you close, I took you in to my soul.
You have become more than a friend, more than a lover...you are the reason
I breath, the reasoon I wake...the reason I think..you are the reason I am I.....

EVANESCENCE ~ My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]






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:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side ~ The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
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:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
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:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA
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  • Listening to: Evanescence mp3s
  • Reading: ~~
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Walk......

Thu Apr 6, 2006, 1:14 PM


R.I.P. Dimebag :horns::headbang::horns:

Walk ~ Pantera

Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence
One step from lashing out at you...
You want in to get under my skin
And call yourself a friend
I've got more friends like you
What do I do?

[Pre]
Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time

[Chorus]
Respect, walk

Run your mouth when I'm not around
It's easy to achieve
You cry to weak friends that sympathize
Can you hear the violins playing you song?
Those same friends tell me your every word

[Pre]

[Chorus]

Are you talking to me?
No way punk

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:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side ~ The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
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:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
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  • Listening to: Pantera ~ Offical Live:101 Proof
  • Reading: ~~
  • Watching: ~~

do yo ever ask yourself.....

Tue Mar 28, 2006, 11:24 AM


Do you ever get to the point where you wonder why your here? i mean not only on dA but here as in your life..what purpose do you serve? would anyone miss you if you were gone? does your life make a difference in anyones life? or do you merely exist, hollow shell of a person, drudging through each day....sorry but i've just hit this rock bottom funk & it seems endly. I've lost all my creativity you may have noticed...i havent dont a photomanip in mos, i havent really done anything artistic in mos besides take pix. now that is wearing me down...because it never ends & theres no words of incouragement....i'm not an attention whore but once in awhile comments are nice. mood is as gray as the sky and as cold as the rain falling from the sky today....theres just so many things in motion around me that i feel i have no control over, pulling me this way & that way...i'm just depressed & can't shake it. which pisses me off, because i don't stay this way usually but this time i can't pick myself up for nothing.
sorry to of rambled on this way...just needed to talk & no one to talk to at the moment...
have a great week
~Jo

12 Stones ~ Let Go

I feel so alone again.
I know that I need You
to help me make it through the night
And I pray that You believe in me.
You gave me my strength
to face another day alone.

I need You now my friend
more than You know.
When will we meet again?
'Cause I can't let go of You.

This world brings me down again.
I know that I need You
to help me make it through the night.
And I know that You're the one for me.
You gave me my strength
to face another day
and I know

I need You now my friend
more than You know.
When will we meet again?
'Cause I can't let go.
I can't let go.

As time passes by I find
things never seem to change.
When I feel alone
You bring me back to You.

And I need You now my friend
more than You know.
When will we meet again?
'Cause I can't let go of You.
No, I can't let go.






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aint he sweet?:flirty:

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:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side ~ The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
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:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
:iconkatatonia-fans:,:iconrazorbladeromances:,:iconyour-sweet-sixsixsix:,:iconanathema-fans:,:iconphotomanipulation:,:iconall-thepretty-boys:, :iconlove-him:, :iconeyes-of-ville-valo:,:icon69-eyes:,:iconfragile-dreams:, :iconemotional-writings:, :iconifeellikeawirgin:,:iconthe-angel-in-hell: :iconinvisible-inc:,:iconfrom-lashes-to-ashes:,:icondarthy-fans:,:icondreamtheater-fans:,:iconsonata-arctica-fans:,:icondressed-to-depress:,:iconphotomanip:,:iconphoto-class:,:iconhair-obsessed:,:iconcob-community:,:iconxxlovesaidnoxx:,:icon5on4t44rctic4:,:iconeuropean-soul:,:iconliberatedlocks-club:,:iconsuicide-stockmanips:,:iconphotoshoptutors:,:icontwistednerveasylum:patient no. 087:evillaugh: ,:iconevanescence-lovers:,:iconbutterflysandglitter:,:icondeviantdolls::iconthe-beauty-decays::icontaintedart::iconangelwatchers:



:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA
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  • Listening to: 12 Stones ~ Let Go
  • Reading: ~~
  • Watching: ~~

hiya peeps

Thu Feb 9, 2006, 10:58 AM


Hello everyone...i know i know i hardly say a word or add new stuff....heck i'm so freaking busy lately i'm lucky to know my name.:giggle:
But it's time for an update.....
School is going ok...my classes got messed up in the office computer so i ended up with a whole new set of classes..which sucks...cuz the teachers i have now are homework crazy:roll: so much for an easy last term.
but on brighter side, my lil pix business is starting to really pick up. I'm still having a blast with it. And i will soon be upgrading to digital instead of film!!!
I have looked at many different digital slr's. read many many reviews talked to ppl who own them. and i have decided to do with the Nikon D50. Maybe at a later date get "more professional" model but for the time being it will do all i need it to. And I'm getting a killer deal on the camera & 2 lenses.
The package i am going to get is the camer body and 2 lenses for $849. That leaves me some money to spend on memory cards & other goodies like extra batteries....Heres what i am getting in the package:
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D50 Body
EN-EL3 Rechargeable Li-ion Battery
MH-18a Quick Charger
Video Cable
UC-E4 USB Cable
Strap
Body Cap
DK-5 Eyepiece Cap
DK-20 Rubber Eyecup
Accessory Shoe Cover
Nikon PictureProject Software
18-55mm f/3.5-5.6G ED AF-S DX Zoom-Nikkor Lens
55-200mm f/4-5.6G ED AF-S DX Zoom-Nikkor Lens
(Lens Filter Size (both lenses) - 52mm)

i cant wait, i'm so excited, you just dont even know it. It will make things so much simpiler and not to mention faster for my photography.
think thats pretty much it at the moment. take care, be good & i'll try to say hi more often.
much love to all :hug::hug::hug:
~Cinn






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:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side ~ The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
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:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
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  • Reading: Freak The Mighty(for school)
  • Watching: ~~


I took this from :iconabraxasoblivioner: journal.... thought it'd be fun to see what ya'll think now have fun with it....


1. Who are you?
1.

2. Are we friends?
2.

3. When and how did we meet?
3.

4. Do you have a crush on me?
4.

5. Would you kiss me?
5.

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6.

7. Describe me in one word.
7.

8. What was your first impression?
8.

9. Do you still think that way about me now?
9.

10. What reminds you of me?
10.

11. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11.

12. How well do you know me?
12.

13. When's the last time you saw me?
13.

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14.

15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
15.






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aint he sweet?:flirty:

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:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side ~ The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
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:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
:iconkatatonia-fans:,:iconrazorbladeromances:,:iconyour-sweet-sixsixsix:,:iconanathema-fans:,:iconphotomanipulation:,:iconall-thepretty-boys:, :iconlove-him:, :iconcircleoffriends:,:iconall-things-rock:,:iconeyes-of-ville-valo:,:icon69-eyes:,:iconfragile-dreams:, :iconemotional-writings:, :iconifeellikeawirgin:,:iconthe-angel-in-hell: :iconinvisible-inc:,:iconfrom-lashes-to-ashes:,:icondarthy-fans:,:icondreamtheater-fans:,:iconsonata-arctica-fans:,:icondressed-to-depress:,:iconphotomanip:,:iconphoto-class:,:iconhair-obsessed:,:iconcob-community:,:iconxxlovesaidnoxx:,:icon5on4t44rctic4:,:iconeuropean-soul:,:iconliberatedlocks-club:,:iconsuicide-stockmanips:,:iconphotoshoptutors:,:icontwistednerveasylum:patient no. 087:evillaugh: ,:iconevanescence-lovers:,:iconbutterflysandglitter:,:icondeviantdolls::iconthe-beauty-decays::icontaintedart:



:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA
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  • Listening to: Hold on Loosely - .38 Special
  • Reading: ~~
  • Watching: Chain Reaction

school starts tomorrow :-(

Mon Jan 16, 2006, 11:31 AM


yuck school starts tomorrow nite:roll: but on the other hand it marks the home stretch. because i should be done by the end of march  yeah me
have a good one:)
~Cinn


Dierks Bentley ~ Come A Little Closer
(Modern Day Drifter)

come a little closer baby
i feel like layin you down
an a bed of sweet surrender where we
can work it all out
there ain't nothin that love can't fix
girl it's right here at our finger tips
so come a little closer baby
i feel like layin you down
some a little closer baby
i feel like lettin go
of everything that stand between us
and the love we used to know
i wanna touch you like a crimson robe
and let it wash all youu hurt away
so come a little closer baby
i feel like lettin go

if there's still a chance than take my hand
and we'll steal away
off into the night
until we make things right
the sun's gonna rise, on a better day

come a little closer baby i feel like strippin it down
back to the basics of ou and me and what makes the world go round
every inch of you accross my skin
i wanna be stronger than we've ever been
so come a little closer baby
i feel like strippin it down

come a little closer baby
just a little bit closer baby
come a little closer baby
i feel like layin you down







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:iconsebastard: made me this :thumb18203134:
aint he sweet?:flirty:

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Nothing so far

Stock used this month
None used so far
:bulletred:Link to all Stock Acct's I watch</i> cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/…

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:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Side ~ The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
:bulletred:The Prints :daprints: cinnamongurl22.deviantart.com/… NOT AVAILABLE FOR AWHILE
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:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
:iconkatatonia-fans:,:iconrazorbladeromances:,:iconyour-sweet-sixsixsix:,:iconanathema-fans:,:iconphotomanipulation:,:iconall-thepretty-boys:, :iconlove-him:, :iconcircleoffriends:,:iconall-things-rock:,:iconeyes-of-ville-valo:,:icon69-eyes:,:iconfragile-dreams:, :iconemotional-writings:, :iconifeellikeawirgin:,:iconthe-angel-in-hell: :iconinvisible-inc:,:iconfrom-lashes-to-ashes:,:icondarthy-fans:,:icondreamtheater-fans:,:iconsonata-arctica-fans:,:icondressed-to-depress:,:iconphotomanip:,:iconphoto-class:,:iconhair-obsessed:,:iconcob-community:,:iconxxlovesaidnoxx:,:icon5on4t44rctic4:,:iconeuropean-soul:,:iconliberatedlocks-club:,:iconsuicide-stockmanips:,:iconphotoshoptutors:,:icontwistednerveasylum:patient no. 087:evillaugh: ,:iconevanescence-lovers:,:iconbutterflysandglitter:,:icondeviantdolls::iconthe-beauty-decays::icontaintedart:



:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA
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awesome bands from myspace go check em out
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  • Listening to: Come A Little Closer ~ Dierks Bentley
  • Reading: ~~
  • Watching: Underworld