I Love You, I Hate You

I love you, I hate you
I feel so conflicted
I love you and I hate you at the same time
I love you for the kind and caring person I know you are, the side of you, you once let me see
I love you for no other can make me feel the way you do.  Happy as can be and on top of the world.
Feel as if nothing will ever tear us apart

But at the same time I hate you, I hate you like I never hated any one.
You toy with my emtions, and act as if nothing is wrong.
You tear my heart out again and again, just to say I'm sorry I didn't mean it
If you didn't mean it, why do you do this to me
Why do you make me feel like I mean nothing to you . As if I'm not a part of your life , like I'm just watching from the outside.
Can't you see the pain you inflict on me. Can't you hear it in my voice, Can't you feel me pulling away when you try to touch me.
Can't you feel in the distance in my kiss?
Do you care? Do you care at all??

I love you and I hate you
I want no one but you and yet want anyone but you.
I love you and I hate you
Why do you do this to me
When will you stop????????

9~23~03


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