~cinnamongurl22

March 28, 08 yet another update
i have my camera back!!!!!! life is good once again, i got a new keyboard
which is awesome, and i'm getting a computer just for me so yeah
things are going pretty darn good at the moment.
I can't wait to go take some pix with my camera and my new lens and
fliters...it'd rock big time...yes i'm a goof but i'm so excited you just don't
even know......
i also decided on my next tatto, which will be April 15 i hope, if not sooner.
yeah i'm so totally addicted to them. i'm going to get 2 dragons with their
tails wrapped around each other & their heads come up together
so it looks like a heart....it's going to be so freaking cool...& i want to
get a phoenix rising from the flames...to signify my new outlook on my
life, getting back on my feet & moving on to bigger & better things.
i think i am going to get the dragons first or than the phoenix or maybe
just maybe get my kids hearts on my back fixed first not sure yet...i
just know i can't wait to get another one
any who have a great weekend...i'll be at work all freaking weekend.
may do i know how to have fun or what...
hugs and smooches
~JoAnn

MARCH 27, 08 UPDATE
Well i'm still working way too many hours at my job. but
it's finally starting to pay off. i finally got an amazing
paycheck. So i will have camera in hand very very soon!
i'm so excited i can't wait!!!!!
i'm hoping to get a different job here very soon. one
that i can stay at home and do plus make a whole of
lot more money for the same stuff i'm doing now. And
make comission on it too...how sweet is that???? pretty
damn sweet is if you ask me...lol...i'm such a goof i know...
but that'd be so sweet, and the best part is i could get back
to my photography and art!!!!! D D
i've missed you all so much, and more i've missed taking
pix and doing anything artistic.....guess i had to play grown
up for awhile serious grown up for awhile no fun for me
but that is about to change.
oh yeah i just got another tattoo...well last friday...it's so
awesome! it's on my right fore arm. a tribal band with a
red rose coming up the middle of of it. I absolutely love it!
i love my tattoo artist he's the best....Chef Dave at Frankie's
Tattoo Parlor, in Clearfield UT....if you're in the area but sure
to check them out....coolest little shop ever and awesome
guys work there...i recommend them to every one
i'll post a pic soon....
take care everyone...miss ya'll
love to each and ever one of you
~JoAnn





03/15/08
well i'm kinda here...mostly working too much lately. but i just got
paint shop pro XII so hopefully new things soon
i'm getting me some more ink on friday, i can't wait...i so love getting
tattooed.
hope all is well in ur neck of the world.
love ya'll
~Cinn


12/28/07
my new years resolution...i need to get back to my roots
and art. so hopefully i'll have something new in the coming
weeks. my job has taken over my life and theres been so many
major life changing events this last year. i can't believe i made
it through them. i look back and i'm just dumbfounded i have no
words. i did how ever find out that i am stronger than i ever thought
myself to be. so to commemorate the epiphany i went and got a new
tattoo. to remind me whenever i think i can't do something or i can't
go on....i'll just look down at my arm and theres my tattoo staring
me in the face encouraging me to on. it's as if through the pain
i found myself and the strength to over come anything that is thrown
my way.
any way enough of my rambling have a great new year
and may you always find happiness in everything you do
much love to ya'll
~JoAnn



Hey ya'll long time no activity from me i know...so sorry....lifes
been crazy to put it mildly. Things are kinda slowing down.
Last weekend seen an awesome roller derby bout with The Salt City
Derby Girls [link] check em out they are some awesome
bitches
And i got a new job this week so i'm going to be even more inactive. But it's a
good thing...i need the money extremely bad so i'm happy about it.
thats it for now...take care & behave

much love to all

~Jo

oh yeah thinking of changing my photog business name to J&J Productions
instead of Starry-Eyez-Photos....just a thought i'm tossing around in my head
any thoughts on the matter feel free to tell me...take care everyone.

EDIT
P.S. I have a new myspace page just for friends & family
so if you're on myspace & you to want add me [link]
go right ahead & do it...have a great one





The Photographers Rights as by Krages [link]
American Museum of Photography [link]

The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~
A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley

The Other Side
~The Photos ~
~The Dark Side ~

Clubs I'm apart of~
,,,,,, , ,,, , , ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,patient no. 087 ,,,

My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA
[link]

7/25/06
Just for fun take my quizz.....
I've written a quiz 'How well do you know JoAnn?' on Bebo. Click below to answer the questions and see how well you do: [link]




I feel as if i've lost all my inspiration....I feel as if I've become hollow.
I can't even focus enough to take pix the last few days...and I've always
loved to do that. But the passion seems to of left me....I keep listening
to the new Godsmack cd -- espeically "Hollow" I've never had a song
relate to me so.
I hate this feeling....I've lost interest in just about everything in my life....
it isnt a good thing...my lil boys b-day was yesterday...he turned 5. All I
can manage to do for him was order pizza & promise a trip to walmart to
buy presents over the weekend...in my mind thinking i'll send him with
grandma...cuz i don't feel much like being out in the sun or around
other people. I've even been thinking about selling my camera. At the
moment I can't stand to look at it. I'm forcing myself to take pix that I
already committed to. Sorry for this pitty fest....now back to your regular
lives have a good one
~Cinn

EDIT 6/22
My subscription is up today...i am kinda sadden...but than again i havent done
anything with this acct in so long it's not bothering me too much....thats
also whey there are 2 listings of clubs....they were on my footer so had to catch
that stuff while i could...have a great weekend.....
~Cinn
END EDIT


Godsmack - Hollow - IV

One more step and I could fall away
If it happen wouldn't matter
And I can't tell if I should go or stay
Same old picture feel so hollow
How can anybody know what's best for me?
Another paintjob turned in shape
And my decisions brought me to my knees
I needed someone to blame

I feel so hollow
I feel so hollow
Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change

Once upon a time in broken dreams
Reflection's that I can't face
So hold your breath and make a wish for me
Take me to a better place
Time always seems to be passing by
It never waits for me
If I could do it all one more time
I wouldn't change a thing

I feel so hollow (feel so hollow)
I feel so hollow (feel so hollow)
I feel so hollow (feel so hollow)
I feel so hollow (feel so hollow)
Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change


The Photographers Rights as by Krages [link]
American Museum of Photography [link]

The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~
A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley

The Other Side
~The Photos ~
~The Dark Side ~

Clubs I'm apart of~
,,,,,, , ,,, , , ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,patient no. 087 ,,, <img src="http://hereisasite.co.nz/sp/template_stamp.png">



My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA
[link]

I don't think you even realize how much you mean to me...how I would
lay my very life down for you....I'd give my last breath...just so you could
know true happiness....I've been there for you...through so much pain &
agony...I've wiped your tears, I've held you close, I took you in to my soul.
You have become more than a friend, more than a lover...you are the reason
I breath, the reasoon I wake...the reason I think..you are the reason I am I.....

EVANESCENCE ~ My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

R.I.P. Dimebag

Walk ~ Pantera

Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence
One step from lashing out at you...
You want in to get under my skin
And call yourself a friend
I've got more friends like you
What do I do?

[Pre]
Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been
Belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time

[Chorus]
Respect, walk

Run your mouth when I'm not around
It's easy to achieve
You cry to weak friends that sympathize
Can you hear the violins playing you song?
Those same friends tell me your every word

[Pre]

[Chorus]

Are you talking to me?
No way punk